walk the walk.

It's okay to be different.

But it takes some fucking courage to walk out there in what other people see as a halloween costume. To walk down the streets with people staring, pointing, laughing and yelling at you.

To constantly get compared to other people and being put down, being told that you're not good enough, not pretty enough, not skinny enough, not normal enough.

Everyday when I wake up, I am so insecure and vulnerable and I just wanna put on a white T-shirt and a pair of jeans because I know what awaits me if I dress like I want to. And I don't like it. Yes, it bothers me when people stare and when they tell me that I'm ugly and when they laugh at me and point fingers at me, but I still do it.

There's nothing I can do about it so the easiest solution would be to change myself.

Yet I can't. Because this is who I actually am. This is how I feel, this is what I look like. This is who I was born to be, this is my destiny. I'm not gonna try to hide it.

I'm not full of shit. Are you?